Today i went into Saint Stephens Green to see the Phil Lynott exhibition, it was very good i thought well put together and about time the great man got some kind of respect, took some photo's and stuff which turned out ok considering it was just from my phone, the only downer was that i was on my own it would have been nice to have shared it with someone,
I seem to be always probably going on about love or the lack of it but it's just frustrating sometimes, over the last few months i have been trying to change and i have i have lost a lot of my anxiety and stress and feel a lot more calm about life now towards what i was, but i just want out of the bubble that i'm in and have better then i got, doesn't make a lot of sense but with work for example it's just got to the stage where i feel that i'm trapped i am just a bin man when it comes down to it, and i don't want to be there for the rest of my life but i just can't see a way out. I would with a complete dickhead who's a bully and intimidates people, but i just tend to ignore him now and not give a shite what he says, so for me thats a step up
and i have been generally pleased with the way i have improved but at the back of it all
i still want to have someone that wants to be with me, i'm a realist but am also a romantic so it's very tough at times...
Still hoping to have my own home by the end of the year so i guess for the moment that is my main goal!
