Been a while since i posted anything, reason being not much happened really just the same old routine
Overall i am happier than i have been in a while despite whats happening in work, i had a bit of a run in with H on Wednesday it's just got to the point where it's so petty and stupid but at the same time hurtful and
cruel, i am the type of person that take things to heart i wish i didn't but i can't help it. I just don't see the point of being cruel to people but sadly the rest of the people in my work place don't see life that way.
I'm not sure how much more i can take to be honest. I know i can't afford to quit - and i don't want to quit because of someone else but it would be just nice if there was someone i could talk too.
Tomorrow night i'm going out to have drinks with 60 other people that i have never met before, i am pretty
nervous but i'm really hoping that it be start to something new in my life i just can't keep on going the way i'm going which is friendless and stuff, i mean i have people i talk to online and i have my family but it's not the same as having someone that cares about you and wants to hang out etc... so i'm not putting any exportations on myself but secretly i guess i am really hoping for something perhaps love!!!
I have been getting on well with the movie club and stuff and it's a little achievement for myself to keep on going and not get disheartened but i'll keep going.. as i always do just keep on smiling through the cracks as they say.
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