So last night i went to Cineworld in Parnell street, to see Hereafter! i'm not going to talk about the movie, but it's the first time i have been to that place since 2009, when i was with her, we use to go there a lot nearly every Sat in fact, and it was really wonderful,not so much the films we would see, but the talks we had before them,
We would sit on the first floor looking out the window,holding each other and people watching, but also talking about the future and making a lot of promises, i would mostly do the talking and she would listen and smile,and hold me really tight, i meant everything i ever said to her in those talks. and when we broke up i just stopped doing a lot of the things that we done together like going to the cinema, or having pizza or going to other places,
It may seem stupid, but the memories where still so strong when i went there last night, it just hit home, i mean i don't want to get back with her, she's a lovely amazing woman, and i wish her well, but we had our
time, i'm just remembering again and stuff, i don't live in the past anymore like i use too, but it's just every now and then when a really strong memory comes flooding back,
when i arrived there last night, i thought i could see her standing outside smoking, but it was just a memory that made me smile. I really do wish her well, even if she is with someone now i hope she is happy, and that they give her the love she deserves,
Maybe i should be more angry but i don't see the point. Just try and live and let live and hopefully there will be someone in the future that will love me again as much as i love them.
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