I have decided to start a blog, mainly just for something to do not sure how much i will update it or write but if anyone wants to leave comments or post anything please do;
I have been feeling a little down in myself lately, not sure why i knew why yesterday because of her i guess, even though i don't want to be remembering her she still pops into my head, and especially with the release of the film i am going to be constantly reminded of the last time we spoke and stuff,
It's hard i still love her and probably always will - i was remembering a conversation we had today and i am so glad that we did get to share some time with one another, but i still feel angry that it's a waste of love
right now, because then i would have done anything i could have to keep and hold onto her - at this moment in time i want to find a new love and get new memories and just be happy!
Maybe i am the type of person that needs to have someone to make them happy, but is that a bad thing? whats wrong with wanting love and sharing your life with someone?
I just get so frustrated at times that i see people all around me getting second and third chances when all i want is one.... I don't have a particular type of girl in mind i just want someone that accepts who i am and that is open to affection and love and everything that goes with it.
Tomorrow i am going to a meet up group thing it's at Cineworld in Dublin to hopefully see Black Swan, it looks like it maybe sold out so not sure if tomorrow will happen in that sense, but i will give it a go - it is such a nerve racking thing going and meeting these people but what else have i got to loose at this stage.?
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