So today was a bit rough work wise, it just gets tiring emotionally putting up with the same shit on a daily basis, the work is ok, sometimes it can be heavy going but i don't mind that so much, it's just the people they are the kind of people that talk nice to your face and then talk about you behind your back two minutes later, maybe everywhere is like that, maybe the majority of people are like that but i don't like it, if i
do say something you get told "it's only a joke" which is fine and stuff if it was, but this is the same repeated crap all the time,and it's just not funny anymore,
Also i thought i could trust certain people in there but i know that is not the case anymore, it makes me sad that people can be so nasty and vindictive towards one another - i am no angel but if someone tells me something it stays with me,i don't go around telling other people about it and stuff, i would love to get something else but i know there isn't much else out there at the moment,
Things at home are a little tough at the moment too, it's very hard to have a positive mental attitude when one is surrounded by negativity it's hard to take oneself out of the picture because one is so involved and stuff. I probably sound like someone who is depressed all the time but i'm not it's just life
i know it's not easy and never will be, but i'm just hoping that there is a line on the horizon,not too much to ask for i hope!
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